[ Put off or not (but really, it's the rarer occasion that Yzak doesn't look put off by something), it doesn't affect the way he puts his hands on his hips, weight shifting to one leg and giving Dearka that authorative look to compliment his voice. And somehow the way his wings slightly flare outward emphasize that vibe. ]
Out with it, if we want to make it to morning without ending up doing something potentially really stupid or dangerous.
[You know... Dearka is kind of a fucking simp for Yzak just at baseline. So, him getting all stern and authoritative like this, in a context where Dearka was already feeling pretty horny? That really does it for him, just on it's own. Maybe Yzak feeding on him has something to do with how much more intense it feels this time... Maybe he's extra enthralled. Maybe his werewolf emotions are just bigger than what he experiences as a human.
Whatever the true cause is, the main effect is palpable: His pupils dilate, he takes in a shaky breath and shivers, taking on an oddly enraptured expression before blurting out:]
Dammit... Yzak, I... I need you.
[He rasps it hoarsely, sounding far more desperate than he ever typically does during these exchanges, outside of that stage where he's moments from climax. His heart is hammering in his chest, and he fumbles for Yzak's hand, squeezing it and stepping in closer, until their faces are almost touching. His eyes gleam an intense, glittering gold as he stares into Yzak's own.]
I know I must look like shit right now but if I... Don't... Address this somehow, I'm liable to lose my fucking mind. It's like there's something fucking feral inside me and it either needs to hunt or it needs to... Mate...
[That last word. He closes his eyes then and grimaces, sharp fangs showing, as he's fully aware of how disgusting and ridiculous that sounds. He doesn't want to see the reaction on Yzak's face; he can imagine it well enough on his own, thanks.]
[ Dearka please do not come when they have not even started yet. (although that would certainly speedrun the solution to this problem...) The deeply seeded trust that Yzak has in Dearka does not allow him to flinch away when he steps into that small distance between them and gets this close, because if anything his heart always wants to be closer like this. His heart that likewise hammers in his chest - and he really needs to gets used to the fact that he's so attuned to that sort of thing in this form. When he's fed and it's not driving him absolutely crazy, though ... it's ... kind of nice? To be able to sense Dearka's heartbeat, pick up on those subtle changes in how he's feeling based on that. If not for all of these confused and disgusted and desperate feelings, he'd appreciate it a lot more. But right now, the pounding of his heart only emphasizes the urgency in his voice and on his face.
Funny enough, Yzak's expression is more of a taken aback surprise, eyebrows up, eyes unblinking and mouth open in a small "o". How could his expression shift into something of disgust when Dearka started that off with a phrase like I need you. Sure, it's steeped in horny and all of these changes in them right now, but that matters just a little less when those words fall onto Yzak's ears because feeling needed in any capacity has an affect on him who wants to be needed, to be wanted, accepted.
And because moments ago, Yzak needed him just as much. So it's not as though that sensation has fully left him yet, and thus there's empathy in that tug of his heart from those words because Dearka is as abashed as he was in admitting what these changes are making him need. There's also that selfish little part of Yzak that wants that validation that Dearka better at least partially be this horny for him specifically, when he speaks of needing to mate. (and that term makes him inwardly cringe, too, so Dearka isn't alone there) Thankfully it's suppressed by the knowledge and experience of what he just went through moments ago; that wildness he could feel in himself rising and threatening to take control if he wouldn't act. Of course, that selfish part of Yzak likewise screams that he can't let that happen to Dearka ... at least where the mating part is concerned, since HE'D just get really fucking mad about it! Hunting and fighting he could care less for, truthfully, even if he doesn't want Dearka to particularly do that either, when they're both this confused and unstable.
With Dearka this close, those eager yet anxious eyes as golden as his hair and his hand so magnetically warm when he takes Yzak's ... his heart loud and telling as it hastens, it wears at the rigidity this whole thing has caused him to have and he wants to help him, now, too. He can't deny that there's also a draw partially due to how good he tasted and how it probably works out because when he hungers again, he's going to have a preference and wants to keep Dearka close for that. He won't deny that in a way Dearka is right, he still does clock as weird-looking to Yzak and maybe kissing him if those canine start to more heavily kick back in is going to be a little awkward and something to get used to...
His eyes move to his fingers as they twitch, before they bend and clasp back around Dearka's hand. The wound on his wrist is still present and Noticed and tempting, but he's fine for now to keep it down. He looks back to his (poor horny) partner's face, his other hand coming up to the opposite side of it to gently urge him to turn back to him. His own expression is a more mellowed now, concerned. And very flushed, his lips in that awkward sort of not-exactly-frown when he's trying to NOT look how he looks and fails spectacularly because he is very uncool. ]
Good thing I don't want you around because of how you look, then. [ A beat, and he tips his head, one end of his mouth twitching upward slightly. ] ...Even though it's a definite perk.
[HE'S NOT GOING TO COME RIGHT HERE, HE'S JUST!!!! REALLY RILED UP, OKAY,,,
When Yzak's fingers cup Dearka's cheek, they brush over coarse, scruffy fur. Dearka lets out half a breath and resigns himself to the other man's urging, reluctantly looking back up into his partner's eyes.
His admission just before was so much more raw and vulnerable than he typically allows himself to come off as, and he's immediately feeling pretty embarrassed and irritated about it... Even though there's no one else in the universe he'd trust more with his true heart than Yzak. It's simply becoming more and more clear to him, that these changes are making him a LOT more emotionally volatile than usual, and he doesn't feel like his typical level-headed self as a result! He feels like a goddamn alien in his own body, and in this agitated state of mind, he's convinced himself that surely Yzak will only see him as a stranger this way...
...It's an immense relief then, when he sees only concern and empathy looking back at him. Concern, empathy... And a tiny bit of amusement.
Dearka actually lets out a laugh, one which, again, sounds even more bark-like than usual, his sharp teeth flashing in a relieved, razor-keen grin. Just having Yzak's verbal acceptance is enough to give him a good chunk of his confidence back; his tail starts wagging again, and he gently bonks their foreheads together, slipping his other hand around Yzak's middle and drawing him in so their hips are basically flush, too.]
Well. Maybe this fucked up body of mine has some new perks it can provide in exchange.
[He's not actually sure what the fuck he even means by that. Like, what, maybe it made his dick bigger? Stupid. Whatever. It just felt like an apt response, for some reason, he's not going to think about it too hard. One thing Yzak will definitely feel, the more they're in contact with each other, is just how much Dearka is holding back. There's an undeniable energy within him that he's struggling to contain. It's present in the almost imperceptible trembling of his hands, in the tension in his jaw. He lets out a shaky breath, giving Yzak's hand a squeeze.]
...But I'll need you to keep me in check. Commander.
[ It's good that neither of them are alone, or were left alone for too long. Yzak is suddenly so much more grateful that his first reaction was to simply reach out for his partner. For his peace of mind, for their peace of mind, because in any new and potentially dangerous situation the two of them know how to share whatever load is hefted onto them. It makes dealing with anything easier, and makes success more achievable. Just like right now; they tether each other to the humanity that feels like it's being threatened and stripped away from them while trying to carefully navigate what they need to adapt to and embrace with these altered forms.
Hearing Dearka laugh, his tone lighten up serves as another one of those tethers that puts Yzak's own heart slightly more at ease. And though their current positions only allows him to see the tip of that tail peek out from behind Dearka as it sways back and forth... he can't help but admit to himself that it's kind of cute. If Yzak couldn't already get a better idea of his mood from the pace of his heart, the tail would just as easily give it away. So for a brief - very brief moment he lets himself remain that way, his own forehead tipping forward to rest it against Dearka's, his own somewhat warmed body warmed further yet pressed against his. ]
It's provided plenty already. [ That hand in his remains, but twists just enough so his thumb can swipe down lightly over his still healing wrist. ] Which ... I appreciate. [ He adds that, a touch more muted, because he realizes he didn't properly thank him. For that until now. ] And I'll likely need more, eventually. [ Nothing he likes admitting, but ... it serves as a warning and a question, too.
Yzak might have wondered moments ago that, if he was going to help, how he was going to help, if he could stand it at all. Discomfort in himself and a pointed concern at Dearka could absolutely be enough of a boner killer for this fretty little man. But being this close to Dearka, he can feel the intensity of what's swimming just beneath the surface and barely containing itself. It can't not rub off a little on Yzak, too. For all that he's varied in his moods and his preferences, sure he covets softer things, nights where their emotions run higher than their libidos because it's no secret that Yzak is actually a romantic softie inside, but when you move across that spectrum...? You get to something like right now; there are no lack of those feelings of course, but there are times where Dearka can show an intensity that rivals even his own and it drives him crazy. He wants to sink into it and drag that intensity out of him as much and as he can and as hard as he can take or give. Because Yzak is also a needy little lech inside.
The feeling comes at a good time, because Dearka's ask aligns with an answer to a question simmering in Yzak's mind about whether or not he could stand to deal with going through this. And if he did need to stop Dearka in a way like he wanted for himself, how he could do that.
So he speaks, as those fingers on Dearka's face can't help but curiously stroke over the fur; so different than the sensation of running his fingers through his hair... ]
That shouldn't be hard. It wouldn't take much more than a well-aimed kick to pull you right out of the mood.
[Dearka lazily nuzzles his cheek against Yzak's fingers without a second thought. He really shouldn't be surprised by how good it feels, since regardless of the texture it feels to him essentially the same as getting his hair played with, but... Damn.
Not that he has much time to relish in the sensation, because then Yzak is making HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE THREATS ABOUT THINGS THAT SHOULD NEVER BE JOKED ABOUT. One second Dearka's looking all smug and lovey, basking in their physical closeness and the energy that's vibing between them... And the next, his eyes are popping open in vague alarm, his smirk twitching a little at the corners.]
...H-hah. I think I'd appreciate it if you could maybe find a way that didn't involve kicking me in the balls... If you can...
[Please? Sweetie-pie? For him??? Unless that was just a joke... It WAS just a joke... Right?
Ah... Who is he kidding... He'd still let Yzak get away with that, if he chose to go that route. Obviously in the practical sense, Dearka wants Yzak to do whatever he has to to protect himself... Even if that means kicking him in the dick. In the more insane sense... He's just a simp?? He wants to be stepped on. And he doesn't even have the good sense to be embarrassed about that! The love and loyalty he has for this man are both just that goddamn deep.
He brings their clasped hands up between them so that he can kiss Yzak's knuckles one by one, holding eye contact the whole time as he quips back in good humor:]
You are still the boss. And I'm basically half a mutt right now. [he grins and winks.] Just telling me "sit" and "stay" would probably do the trick.
[ Yzak lets out a soft exhale through his nose after he absolutely kills that moment with threats of dick-kicking, because he can't help but be amused by the reaction it gets out of Dearka. A valid reaction for sure, because Yzak is in fact not joking about what he suggests. But maybe that looming threat will help keep Dearka on his toes here. Because as if there were any doubts here that Yzak was going to let him fuck him. He likes to say it in his own mind as help him because that is what he's doing here. And just like every other aspect of their lives, the good and the bad and the frightening unknown, that support between them won't falter.
But also, if there were any doubts, Dearka does a very good job at sending them away with the way he kisses at his hand and still manages, through the fangs and the hair and the tattered clothes draping his shoulders, to look so stupidly endearing when he smiles at him with those eyes that feel like they look right into his soul. Ugh, what ridiculous feelings to have right now when they were just talking about ... mating and sucking blood and all of this other disgusting shit. And yet somehow those feelings bloom here anyway. Every kiss to his hand feels like warm little shockwaves and while he's still no longer cold himself, he's running a little colder than he normally does so he realizes how much he wants to feels more of that warmth.
And more of those little reminders that yes, he is the boss. But that isn't new for Yzak. ]
After you were just threatening to break out of here. [ And the fact that Dearka suddenly feels so focused on just him now to the point where he'll listen ... he feels a smug pride well up in his chest that he can calm him and has that sort of pull on the other man. ] I was considering the merits of a leash. But I'm glad I won't need that. [ Perhaps the worst part of him saying that is that there's no kinky intention behind it whatsoever. What a loser.
...
Once he's done with that irresistibly cute hand-kissing, Yzak's own hand on Dearka's face drops to clutch at his collar and tug down slightly. There's generally not a big height difference between them but when he's half transformed like this? He's a bit taller. Yzak tips his chin up to meet him, pausing when their lips are just barely touching. He swallows thick, his face tight with that determination he shows when he's pushing through something difficult because he's still clumsy at this (which ends up being a charm point somehow for him, rude, how does he get away with this). ]
[It really is just the worst thing that Yzak definitely doesn't have any kinky intent behind the leash talk. Actually... No. The worst thing is the fact that Dearka finds he's kind of really intrigued by the idea of it. Enough that his breath sort of hitches for just a moment, his pupils dilating slightly.
Luckily Yzak moves on fast enough that they avoid the inevitable detour of kink-shaming Dearka... And this... All of this, he can sense is exactly what he needs. Yzak's not wrong; he easily can forgo all of his other wretched bestial cravings if he just has his chosen partner to focus on, his... "Mate", if he really must use the word. He doesn't like the term, when it comes to mind? It feels disgusting (and a bit cringe,) but... What can he say? It also feels strangely correct. What else would a beast call the person they rely on and trust more than anyone else in the world?
He is conscious that perhaps he's giving in a little too easy, accepting his newfound monsterhood without much fuss. Maybe there's some danger in that. Maybe he should be fighting this the way Yzak did. But the way he sees it, Yzak is doing enough fretting about the loss of their humanity for the both of them, and Dearka... His worst symptoms right now involve just, really wanting to fuck the guy he already likes a lot, so. Things could be a lot worse, frankly? He's hanging on Yzak's every word in anticipation, his ears pricked excitedly forward... And his heart flutters with affection at the other man's slightly awkward demeanor. The ways in which he flusters and fusses as he works up to making his move are as endearing as ever. And then the kiss itself...
Let it be a testament to the strength of their bond that Dearka doesn't completely lose restraint the moment their lips touch. As things are, he meets Yzak with fervent enthusiasm, indulging in only the barest moment of hesitation before he's deepening the kiss and sliding his hands over his partner's body, to better pull him up into the contact. One hand under the butt, the other up between those two newly sprouted wings... He growls approvingly, and lifts the reluctant vampire easily so that their hips remain flush, even as his enthusiasm begins to transform him even more drastically into something bigger and more hulking... He hasn't grown a snout yet, at least. Good news for continued smooching.
Speaking of, is that the tang of his own blood he tastes on Yzak's fangs? Maybe he's just imagining it... Not like it really bothers him, if it is. Fuck...
After several long moments of ferocious kissing, Dearka manages to break apart again briefly, breathing heavily as he puts some distance between their lips long enough to duck and nuzzle his face against the side of Yzak's neck. He exhales his words, sounding like a drowning man who's finally been pulled aboard a rescue vessel.]
This... This is exactly what I need. You...
[Further words fail him, but. There is already a significant tent in his pants, which he's pressing Yzak's hips up against, that maybe gets the point across even better.]
[ Only a short time ago Yzak was aghast at the way Dearka couldn't help himself nor hide away the fact he was getting turned on by Yzak's own indulgence on him. But he's quickly coming to see it from his partner's point of view, now that he's on the other side of things. And he kind of gets it now? Sure, some of it is softened empathically by the fact that part of Dearka just can't help it due to the unique changes going on inside of him with these transformations.
But the rest...
He easily meets the intensity of that power he feels when Dearka reaches his hands around him to pull him closer - and up against him, shifting to press himself eagerly into it and mold against his body even when he feels the not-so-subtle shifts of further transformation. He lets a sharp exhale out against his mouth, but it doesn't deter him from taking in as much of that kiss as he can and returning it with the same depth of longing. Even the way he can feel the fur on Dearka's face brushing against the skin on his cheeks and chin feels different in a way he can appreciate, because it's still Dearka just like the way he's being coveted and held and kissed is still so clearly him. And that is primarily what's helping him ease into this more; that desire for him already powerful on the norm but that much more supercharged now. Maybe it's a touch selfish, too, because he still greatly dislikes the thought of the urges in both of them getting too strong to control and part of Dearka's being so easily pulled into wanting to bang wants Yzak to keep him here with him, thank you. And that selfish part of him hopes that Dearka feels similarly about him sinking his own fangs into somebody else and putting his mouth all over them. (because just as Dearka can faintly taste his own blood still lingering on Yzak's tongue when he slides it into his mouth, how would that feel knowing it was someone else's?) Sure, at the end of the day they'd both be aware they couldn't control it if it happened, and they'd understand because their ties aren't so flimsy. But if they can avoid that and remain safe thanks to the help they offer one another...
Well, Yzak's 'help' wasn't so bad in the end. And this isn't so bad either, evidenced by the way his wings softly flap back and forth a couple of times with rising elation. How could he complain, hearing that deep, breathless voice admit just how much he needs him? That he could take that breath away so easily, especially when these changes are making him larger and more powerful than he usually is? It feeds a little into that ego of his, makes him feel powerful that he has such a draw. But more than that, Yzak yearns to be needed this much. And to be needed by someone he's come to feel he needs just as strongly, not just like this but as such a part of his life that he'd feel like he was missing a piece of himself if that ever changed ...
Even as he sinks into this himself and in turn allows Dearka to, he keeps a keen alert about him, because he does still have a promise to keep on the off-chance that something goes sideways. Yzak brings one arm up and around his neck to keep himself tight and close, to lace his fingers into his hair when Dearka buries his face into his neck. That means those excitedly perked ears of his are also going to get some attention. His nails curiously, lightly drag over the back of one of them, stroking it the same attentive way he would his partner's scalp. He tips his head to lean it against Dearka's, muttering. ]
Good. Because I don't want you going anywhere.
[ He doesn't bother to try to hide or shift that selfishly covetous tone in his words. And to emphasize that, the other hand that circles around his middle clutches at him tightly, nails digging through fur and into his skin. ]
Like. Good in a way that's kind of almost counterintuitive to what he's trying to do here, tbh, because he almost just wants to stop what he's doing while he leans in harder for more ear scritchies. Yzak's domineering attitude and the sting of claws pricking into his midriff keep him focused enough to multitask at least, those covetous words stoking the fire in Dearka's core. A breath he didn't realize he was even holding gets let out as an excited whine, and his tail wags a little faster. The hand on Yzak's butt gives a greedy little squeeze.
With Yzak already up in his arms, Dearka's positioned to take this to pretty much anywhere they'd like... But he's desperate and horny, so he picks the wall, that being the most immediately available option, even if it's not necessarily the most practical one. He thumps Yzak up against it, pinning him, using the surface as extra support to free his one hand up so he can tug at the waistband of his pants (or his belt, if that's an extra barrier here). Because, yeah, he's rowdy and not really in the mood for a lot of foreplay. Yzak's neck is getting peppered with little kisses and nips in the meanwhile though, Dearka's fangs occasionally grazing lightly against his pale skin. Yzak's body temperature being slightly lower than normal doesn't seem to be at all a deterrent either, and if anything it feels like Dearka is running hotter than usual. A real fire and ice situation going on here.
Of course, if Yzak has a problem with the current positioning-- like if being pinned against the wall is uncomfortable on his new wings-- he'll have to speak up and give a little corrective feedback. Dearka's not really being as considerate as he would normally be.]
[ If there is any discomfort with that movement, Yzak doesn't make a fuss. He feels his back hit forcefully against the wall, but as those wings are attached to him as naturally as his other limbs (and feeling a little less foreign now, than when they'd first sprouted and formed into being under whatever magic swept through this place), it feels the same as it would were it just his shoulderblades. The wings spread when he's pressed in, framing his form but Dearka is well too pressed in against him to appreciate the image it offers. Sacrifice of one pleasure for the other.
Truth be told, he likes the rough handling and Dearka's impatience in shoving him up against the wall. Even though he's not as physically bulky, he's still strong and perfectly capable of being manhandled. Yzak's mood for anything can pivot from calmer to intense at the drop of a hat, and this is quickly becoming one of those times where the thought of Dearka fucking him against or over something as hard as he can is all that he wants, drowning out even the dull awareness he was feeling earlier of anything else happening outside of this room. It's a mix of the delight he gets out of driving his partner crazy, the pride he feels in himself and his own strength to know he can take and match anything he gets, and ... because he loves this guy and who wouldn't just love to be occasionally fucked silly by their boyfriend? So there's a satisfied little smile on his lips when he tips his chin up to give Dearka better access to his neck, the groan he lets out unmuffled and tinged with the tone of that satisfaction, shifting into a soft laugh as that breath leaves his body. ]
Can't even wait long enough for the couch, huh?
[ He teases as those fingers still thread through his hair and behind one of his ears, clearly pleased with the position they're in, even if the couch is a lot closer than the bedroom or even that table over there.
It's like another form of hunger is replacing the one he just had to sate by drinking his blood - and perhaps the fact that it was Dearka who sated it is part of why these feelings flare up as quickly as they do. It's his blood giving Yzak the energy he has now, his blood he wants when needs it again, the sense of it still nearly overwhelming him and drawing him in as much as he's drawn in by Dearka himself. Even if this is some trait of his new vampirism ... it's fine, he thinks, since it's who'd he choose for it anyway if it was and if he knew about it.
Of course, said boyfriend he's excited to be fucked silly by is well over half transformed into a werewolf. He feels those fangs drag over the skin of his neck, as sharp and dangerous as his own yet he feels no fear. Only the caution he promised and wanted in return. And the intensity of Dearka's erection pressing needily against him topped off with that clawed hand of his reaching to work at his pants sends a tingling shiver right down Yzak's spine, his own dick agonizingly tight beneath the fabric of his pants and undergarments. But suddenly thinking about dick so intently is exactly what begs the next question. ]
Hang on- just one second.
[ He gives a gentle tug to Dearka's hair so he can lift his head to meet his gaze. ]
Before you go ahead and do anything else, how much of you is changed here?
[ To emphasize the point, he shifts his hips just the slightest bit against his groin. ]
[It's difficult for Dearka to pause in the middle of all this action, but he does glance up when prompted, managing to look only mildly aggrieved over being stopped so soon.
The thing is, Yzak's question IS a valid one. It's also a question that Dearka was sort of low-key hoping to just coast past without examining, because he's actually pretty afraid to check? If he just, ignores it, and they keep going, surely it won't even matter what his dick looks like when it comes time to put it in. But if they check now... And it turns out to be really weird looking or something... They might have to stop and deal with that. And then depending on how bad it is and how put-off Yzak is, he worries he might not EVER get the release he seeks... Barring a miserable solo act.
He's been called out now though, so there's nothing else really for it. Dearka closes his eyes and swallows, choking down on a tiny whine that threatens to escape him at that tease of contact from Yzak.]
Hah... You know, I... Haven't actually had the chance to check yet.... [There, he admitted it. Sheepishly, his ears out flat, and a mildly guilty smirk on his face.] So? Should I take you to the couch after all then? So I can whip it out, and you can inspect?
[He's deliberately being kind of lewd and crude in a vain attempt to cover up how nervous he is. Which is, you know... A tactic Yzak is probably familiar seeing from him.]
[ Really, Yzak just wants to make sure something really weird hasn't happened, like Dearka sprouting five dicks or something. (and don't even put that theoretical into yzak's mind because he'd probably consider whether or not he could still do it because that stupid competitive part of his brain wouldn't be able to help but kick in,)
He does in fact note the way Dearka's ears shift despite his words trying to cover up the insecurity ... and it's endearing in its own way because he so seldom gets like this and it in turn triggers a want in Yzak to assure him that it's fine and he's fine and it's a stupid feeling to have around him because he's Dearka and it's not like Yzak's feelings are going to change here regardless of any weird shit or HOW weird things can get. Peak 'would you still love me if I was a worm' validation behavior. And on a more personal note, Yzak doesn't really want to move because he's gotten pretty excited about being banged against this wall - it's fitting for these new powerful swirls of this ... ferocity in both of them, however Yzak can simply get worked up into being a little freak sometimes, too.
But what comes out of Yzak's mouth is something quick, blurted. ]
I'd just like to have some idea of what's going inside me!
[ He yells that staring straight at Dearka, nose to nose, and then as if what he says really registers to him as something he just said outloud, well that ice and fire thing may temporarily not apply because of the way he feels his face burn. ]
[That statement would have been funny enough on it's own. The fact that Yzak practically shouts it while they're nose to nose and gazing into each other's eyes... That just about takes Dearka out.
He snorts, and then breaks into a brief but hearty fit of laughter, forced to momentarily lower his head and rest it on Yzak's shoulder so he's not literally laughing right in the man's face. His hands shift, one clapping him lightly on the back of his head and threading through his silky silver hair as he half leans on him and half squeezes him in a wall-assisted embrace.]
Yeah... Yeah, of course you do. [His tone is still higher pitched with traces of laughter lingering, but he lifts his head again to grin lopsidedly at Yzak.] Haah. Can't exactly fault you for that. Alright...
[Dearka huffs with resolve and makes to investigate the situation personally. Downside to the wall: despite his enhanced strength, he still only has two hands??? He has to shift and renegotiate things a little bit to make sure he's got Yzak supported enough, while he fumbles with his pants with his other hand. His ears are still flattened slightly with nerves as he does, and he runs into some difficulty trying to negotiate the layers of garments down past his eager erection.]
[ There's always something about his laugh when it comes out in that particular way - sudden and unexpected where it seems to catch him by surprise as much as it does Yzak. It's soothing not unlike the soft ringing of a bell, and it envelopes him in something warm and comforting just like the way it feels when Dearka makes to affectionately hug him. And it erodes some of that discomfort about the whole dick situation.
Yzak feels his shoulders untense, and he lets out a soft laugh in turn, because how could he not at the absurdity of what just came out of his mouth? And when Dearka lifts his head to look at him again, his lips are upturned into a small smile, cheeks still red and warm from the awkwardness and the excitement, maybe now a touch from the endearment, too, that Dearka's laugh can invoke. ]
Here...
[ Reluctant as he it to detach himself from his partner, it does mean that he'll get to be pushed up against that wall again once they've situated. Yzak's hand slips down from Dearka's hair to around his neck so he can drop himself down enough and give the other man the space he needs - his shirt hitching up and the fur on Dearka's body tickling at his chest and stomach when he does so. He doesn't do that just for the dick check, either. But so he he can properly rid himself of his constraints entirely to make this easier - and Yzak is still Yzak, vampire or not, so there's nothing particularly sexy about the way he does it. At least he hasn't ripped through most of his clothes like his lover has.
Truth be told, he is curious about the dick sitch, as is his right, all things considered and as he just loudly proclaimed. While he makes work of getting his pants off all the way - agonizing on its own because even brushing the back of his hand over his own cock in the process sends a sharp wave of exhilaration right up through his body, eager for release of its own. Yzak lets out a deep breath, barely containing the way his body trembles with that need, and he tries to at least be a little discreet in the way his eyes flick down to Dearka's hands as they get his own pants off. He has some tact. (but he is still Looking Directly At It) ]
[Dearka is obviously every bit as reluctant to set Yzak back down, especially when he wants to keep that rare gem of a soft smile up within kissing range... But he's also a good boy who is willing to follow Yzak's lead as always, so he plays along.
His hand still hesitates on his waistband for a moment, as he's unable to shake this particularly odd sense of foreboding he has. Now that he really thinks about it... Something DOES feel rather different down there, and he's more nervous than he'd care to admit about getting visual confirmation on that fact.
He slowly pulls the waistband out as far as he can, so he can get little a peek at it first before exposing himself enough for Yzak to see. And right away, what he sees visibly startles him, enough that he actually grunts in alarm. He's actually horrified, just for a split second, that he'd somehow injured himself down there without noticing.... But such is a justified reaction when you're first discovering that your dick has gone full on red rocket, doggy style.
Dearka yanks his pants down further to hastily get a better look at it, and at this point Yzak will be able to see it too and learn that this is DEFINITELY not a normal human cock anymore. This is a were-dick, a lycan-cock... One that looks like it's fucking mcdonald's branded or something, because Dearka's normal bush has been replaced with a lot of wispy yellow-blonde fur, which extends to the sheathe that would be normally housing his junk when it's not in use.
Actually, it uh... It retracts now. A good bit. Because he's so startled by this discovery, it temporarily kills his boner. He's still staring at it, slack-jawed and in stunned silence, ears drooped and one eye twitching.]
[ Fitting here that it looks McDonald's branded considering its mascot is a clown.
There's a lot of things that go through Yzak's mind in that moment when he, too, gets a good look at this thing before it goes into hiding. Next to his own dick, it's for sure bigger considering how Dearka himself has transformed ... and it's about to go in him? Can he handle something like that?
Of course he can, that stubbornly determined part of him immediately yells, he's Yzak Jule, he can take anything!
With that quick wave of determination comes another tingle of excitement, because being fucked against a wall by your hulking horny boyfriend with that? Weird as it still is, with his fur and his limbs and his face and even the dick, it's still something that burns inside of him as strongly as he can still taste his blood on his tongue. Not to mention, can Yzak really pass judgment on a red dick when arguably, his face is redder right now? Probably not, yet his expressions mirror Dearka's. There's definitely the shock of that not being the penis he's used to seeing (touching, riding, sucking), not a repulsion (cause he was getting into this!) but a curious hesitance. The sort Yzak has with any new thing he's ready to face and push through cause he ain't no coward.
He opens his mouth to say something, but that's when the thing unexpectedly retracts, so all that comes out is a surprised, garbled aaah?!
Wide-eyed, he looks from where the disappearing dick was back up to Dearka. ]
How did you do that?!
[ Not a sexy question at all, but it's all he's got. ]
[Dearka actually flinches, and it's really fortunate that he's already set Yzak down because he might just have dropped him otherwise. Soldier with nerves of steel, rattled by his boyfriend squawking.]
I didn't-- I mean, not on purpose, it just happened on it's own--!
[He buries his face in one (large) (clawed) (hairy) hand, shaking his head for a moment.]
Fuck... I guess I gotta coax it back out? What the fuck...
[He's muttering grumpily, but his overall horniness still hasn't abated; severe shock may have sent this were-cock into hiding, but it's not going to be enough to keep it down for good. The transformation's influence is far too strong.
He grips himself at the base and starts experimentally jerking it a little.]
[ Something about coax it back out nearly brings Yzak back to the level of amusement he had just moments ago. An affectionate amusement, the sort anybody would have for and with their partner in a situation like this - something new and uncharted, surprising, awkward and clumsy, embarrassing... but trusted to be accepted and carried by the person with whom you're sharing those vulnerabilities with, ultimately, no judgement.
Yzak isn't surprised when Dearka reaches down to grab himself. But he did, for a moment, wonder if that was going to be that. He wouldn't have complained if it was, since it would have meant moving on to whatever next steps they'd have to take. (still ever focused on the path ahead, on solutions, on information gathering) Yeah he would have been left high and dry himself, but unsurprisingly Yzak is able to disengage from arousal and the desire to fuck if he has to, just as easily as anything else. In comparison to so many other things, it isn't as important ... fantastic as it feels to get lost in.
He doesn't know what to do for a moment when his attention is drawn back to Dearka's hand. He averts his gaze, politely, unsure if it would be too weird to just watch that. Like, does he just stand there while Dearka strokes himself back to full arousal? It would be rude to stare, wouldn't it?
...
But curiosity as strong what Dearka feels as he tentatively handles himself hums inside of Yzak. And he's not the sort of person who can idle without going crazy. So his eyes briefly flick up to his partner's, suggestive, from beneath his bangs. ]
Let me help.
[ His tone is as asking as it is declarative, his way of letting it be known that he'd like to investigate a little closer, too. He tips his head down so those bangs obscure his sheepish face. One hand slides to rest on Dearka's hip, fingers combing through warm fur, squeezing gently, assuring. The other reaches down to slide it half over Dearka's around his dick, fingertips brushing against red flesh with a level of fascination. ]
[Would it be rude to stare? Who knows, maybe Dearka likes to be watched... Though he certainly likes being touched even better. Yzak speaks up with that offer to help, and Dearka's pupils dilate as he looks down at him, eyes becoming vast pools of black rimmed by only a thin sliver of purple.
He slides his hand back from his shaft, more curious to see how Yzak is going to handle this. It's a good moment to reflect on how lucky he is, to have a partner who is willing to look past the drastic physical changes he's undergone and fuck him anyway. Because seriously... His poor dong... What the hell...
Focus. He's a sucker for the times when Yzak tries to hide his face under his bangs like that. It's endlessly endearing how sheepish he gets, but it's kind of extra funny here? Like, remind him which of the two of them is the one with the fucked up looking dick...? That's just typical Yzak, though. Big bad military commander who gets easily flustered in matters of the bedroom. Dearka's tail wags slowly as he feels his partner's fingers brushing through his fur, setting little whorls of relaxation adrift under his skin.
He lets out a tiny groan when Yzak touches him, and his body does indeed react to the touch, more of that bright red length emerging.]
...'Least it still reacts right to the same things. Fucking shit...
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[ Put off or not (but really, it's the rarer occasion that Yzak doesn't look put off by something), it doesn't affect the way he puts his hands on his hips, weight shifting to one leg and giving Dearka that authorative look to compliment his voice. And somehow the way his wings slightly flare outward emphasize that vibe. ]
Out with it, if we want to make it to morning without ending up doing something potentially really stupid or dangerous.
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Whatever the true cause is, the main effect is palpable: His pupils dilate, he takes in a shaky breath and shivers, taking on an oddly enraptured expression before blurting out:]
Dammit... Yzak, I... I need you.
[He rasps it hoarsely, sounding far more desperate than he ever typically does during these exchanges, outside of that stage where he's moments from climax. His heart is hammering in his chest, and he fumbles for Yzak's hand, squeezing it and stepping in closer, until their faces are almost touching. His eyes gleam an intense, glittering gold as he stares into Yzak's own.]
I know I must look like shit right now but if I... Don't... Address this somehow, I'm liable to lose my fucking mind. It's like there's something fucking feral inside me and it either needs to hunt or it needs to... Mate...
[That last word. He closes his eyes then and grimaces, sharp fangs showing, as he's fully aware of how disgusting and ridiculous that sounds. He doesn't want to see the reaction on Yzak's face; he can imagine it well enough on his own, thanks.]
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Funny enough, Yzak's expression is more of a taken aback surprise, eyebrows up, eyes unblinking and mouth open in a small "o". How could his expression shift into something of disgust when Dearka started that off with a phrase like I need you. Sure, it's steeped in horny and all of these changes in them right now, but that matters just a little less when those words fall onto Yzak's ears because feeling needed in any capacity has an affect on him who wants to be needed, to be wanted, accepted.
And because moments ago, Yzak needed him just as much. So it's not as though that sensation has fully left him yet, and thus there's empathy in that tug of his heart from those words because Dearka is as abashed as he was in admitting what these changes are making him need. There's also that selfish little part of Yzak that wants that validation that Dearka better at least partially be this horny for him specifically, when he speaks of needing to mate. (and that term makes him inwardly cringe, too, so Dearka isn't alone there) Thankfully it's suppressed by the knowledge and experience of what he just went through moments ago; that wildness he could feel in himself rising and threatening to take control if he wouldn't act. Of course, that selfish part of Yzak likewise screams that he can't let that happen to Dearka ... at least where the mating part is concerned, since HE'D just get really fucking mad about it! Hunting and fighting he could care less for, truthfully, even if he doesn't want Dearka to particularly do that either, when they're both this confused and unstable.
With Dearka this close, those eager yet anxious eyes as golden as his hair and his hand so magnetically warm when he takes Yzak's ... his heart loud and telling as it hastens, it wears at the rigidity this whole thing has caused him to have and he wants to help him, now, too. He can't deny that there's also a draw partially due to how good he tasted and how it probably works out because when he hungers again, he's going to have a preference and wants to keep Dearka close for that. He won't deny that in a way Dearka is right, he still does clock as weird-looking to Yzak and maybe kissing him if those canine start to more heavily kick back in is going to be a little awkward and something to get used to...
His eyes move to his fingers as they twitch, before they bend and clasp back around Dearka's hand. The wound on his wrist is still present and Noticed and tempting, but he's fine for now to keep it down. He looks back to his (poor horny) partner's face, his other hand coming up to the opposite side of it to gently urge him to turn back to him. His own expression is a more mellowed now, concerned. And very flushed, his lips in that awkward sort of not-exactly-frown when he's trying to NOT look how he looks and fails spectacularly because he is very uncool. ]
Good thing I don't want you around because of how you look, then. [ A beat, and he tips his head, one end of his mouth twitching upward slightly. ] ...Even though it's a definite perk.
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HE'S NOT GOING TO COME RIGHT HERE, HE'S JUST!!!! REALLY RILED UP, OKAY,,,When Yzak's fingers cup Dearka's cheek, they brush over coarse, scruffy fur. Dearka lets out half a breath and resigns himself to the other man's urging, reluctantly looking back up into his partner's eyes.
His admission just before was so much more raw and vulnerable than he typically allows himself to come off as, and he's immediately feeling pretty embarrassed and irritated about it... Even though there's no one else in the universe he'd trust more with his true heart than Yzak. It's simply becoming more and more clear to him, that these changes are making him a LOT more emotionally volatile than usual, and he doesn't feel like his typical level-headed self as a result! He feels like a goddamn alien in his own body, and in this agitated state of mind, he's convinced himself that surely Yzak will only see him as a stranger this way...
...It's an immense relief then, when he sees only concern and empathy looking back at him. Concern, empathy... And a tiny bit of amusement.
Dearka actually lets out a laugh, one which, again, sounds even more bark-like than usual, his sharp teeth flashing in a relieved, razor-keen grin. Just having Yzak's verbal acceptance is enough to give him a good chunk of his confidence back; his tail starts wagging again, and he gently bonks their foreheads together, slipping his other hand around Yzak's middle and drawing him in so their hips are basically flush, too.]
Well. Maybe this fucked up body of mine has some new perks it can provide in exchange.
[He's not actually sure what the fuck he even means by that. Like, what, maybe it made his dick bigger? Stupid. Whatever. It just felt like an apt response, for some reason, he's not going to think about it too hard. One thing Yzak will definitely feel, the more they're in contact with each other, is just how much Dearka is holding back. There's an undeniable energy within him that he's struggling to contain. It's present in the almost imperceptible trembling of his hands, in the tension in his jaw. He lets out a shaky breath, giving Yzak's hand a squeeze.]
...But I'll need you to keep me in check. Commander.
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Hearing Dearka laugh, his tone lighten up serves as another one of those tethers that puts Yzak's own heart slightly more at ease. And though their current positions only allows him to see the tip of that tail peek out from behind Dearka as it sways back and forth... he can't help but admit to himself that it's kind of cute. If Yzak couldn't already get a better idea of his mood from the pace of his heart, the tail would just as easily give it away. So for a brief - very brief moment he lets himself remain that way, his own forehead tipping forward to rest it against Dearka's, his own somewhat warmed body warmed further yet pressed against his. ]
It's provided plenty already. [ That hand in his remains, but twists just enough so his thumb can swipe down lightly over his still healing wrist. ] Which ... I appreciate. [ He adds that, a touch more muted, because he realizes he didn't properly thank him. For that until now. ] And I'll likely need more, eventually. [ Nothing he likes admitting, but ... it serves as a warning and a question, too.
Yzak might have wondered moments ago that, if he was going to help, how he was going to help, if he could stand it at all. Discomfort in himself and a pointed concern at Dearka could absolutely be enough of a boner killer for this fretty little man. But being this close to Dearka, he can feel the intensity of what's swimming just beneath the surface and barely containing itself. It can't not rub off a little on Yzak, too. For all that he's varied in his moods and his preferences, sure he covets softer things, nights where their emotions run higher than their libidos because it's no secret that Yzak is actually a romantic softie inside, but when you move across that spectrum...? You get to something like right now; there are no lack of those feelings of course, but there are times where Dearka can show an intensity that rivals even his own and it drives him crazy. He wants to sink into it and drag that intensity out of him as much and as he can and as hard as he can take or give. Because Yzak is also a needy little lech inside.
The feeling comes at a good time, because Dearka's ask aligns with an answer to a question simmering in Yzak's mind about whether or not he could stand to deal with going through this. And if he did need to stop Dearka in a way like he wanted for himself, how he could do that.
So he speaks, as those fingers on Dearka's face can't help but curiously stroke over the fur; so different than the sensation of running his fingers through his hair... ]
That shouldn't be hard. It wouldn't take much more than a well-aimed kick to pull you right out of the mood.
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Not that he has much time to relish in the sensation, because then Yzak is making HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE THREATS ABOUT THINGS THAT SHOULD NEVER BE JOKED ABOUT. One second Dearka's looking all smug and lovey, basking in their physical closeness and the energy that's vibing between them... And the next, his eyes are popping open in vague alarm, his smirk twitching a little at the corners.]
...H-hah. I think I'd appreciate it if you could maybe find a way that didn't involve kicking me in the balls... If you can...
[Please? Sweetie-pie? For him??? Unless that was just a joke... It WAS just a joke... Right?
Ah... Who is he kidding... He'd still let Yzak get away with that, if he chose to go that route. Obviously in the practical sense, Dearka wants Yzak to do whatever he has to to protect himself... Even if that means kicking him in the dick. In the more insane sense... He's just a simp?? He wants to be stepped on. And he doesn't even have the good sense to be embarrassed about that! The love and loyalty he has for this man are both just that goddamn deep.
He brings their clasped hands up between them so that he can kiss Yzak's knuckles one by one, holding eye contact the whole time as he quips back in good humor:]
You are still the boss. And I'm basically half a mutt right now. [he grins and winks.] Just telling me "sit" and "stay" would probably do the trick.
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But also, if there were any doubts, Dearka does a very good job at sending them away with the way he kisses at his hand and still manages, through the fangs and the hair and the tattered clothes draping his shoulders, to look so stupidly endearing when he smiles at him with those eyes that feel like they look right into his soul. Ugh, what ridiculous feelings to have right now when they were just talking about ... mating and sucking blood and all of this other disgusting shit. And yet somehow those feelings bloom here anyway. Every kiss to his hand feels like warm little shockwaves and while he's still no longer cold himself, he's running a little colder than he normally does so he realizes how much he wants to feels more of that warmth.
And more of those little reminders that yes, he is the boss. But that isn't new for Yzak. ]
After you were just threatening to break out of here. [ And the fact that Dearka suddenly feels so focused on just him now to the point where he'll listen ... he feels a smug pride well up in his chest that he can calm him and has that sort of pull on the other man. ] I was considering the merits of a leash. But I'm glad I won't need that. [ Perhaps the worst part of him saying that is that there's no kinky intention behind it whatsoever. What a loser.
...
Once he's done with that irresistibly cute hand-kissing, Yzak's own hand on Dearka's face drops to clutch at his collar and tug down slightly. There's generally not a big height difference between them but when he's half transformed like this? He's a bit taller. Yzak tips his chin up to meet him, pausing when their lips are just barely touching. He swallows thick, his face tight with that determination he shows when he's pushing through something difficult because he's still clumsy at this (which ends up being a charm point somehow for him, rude, how does he get away with this). ]
S-so let me ... help you now. However you need.
[ And then he kisses him. ]
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Luckily Yzak moves on fast enough that they avoid the inevitable detour of kink-shaming Dearka... And this... All of this, he can sense is exactly what he needs. Yzak's not wrong; he easily can forgo all of his other wretched bestial cravings if he just has his chosen partner to focus on, his... "Mate", if he really must use the word. He doesn't like the term, when it comes to mind? It feels disgusting (and a bit cringe,) but... What can he say? It also feels strangely correct. What else would a beast call the person they rely on and trust more than anyone else in the world?
He is conscious that perhaps he's giving in a little too easy, accepting his newfound monsterhood without much fuss. Maybe there's some danger in that. Maybe he should be fighting this the way Yzak did. But the way he sees it, Yzak is doing enough fretting about the loss of their humanity for the both of them, and Dearka... His worst symptoms right now involve just, really wanting to fuck the guy he already likes a lot, so. Things could be a lot worse, frankly? He's hanging on Yzak's every word in anticipation, his ears pricked excitedly forward... And his heart flutters with affection at the other man's slightly awkward demeanor. The ways in which he flusters and fusses as he works up to making his move are as endearing as ever. And then the kiss itself...
Let it be a testament to the strength of their bond that Dearka doesn't completely lose restraint the moment their lips touch. As things are, he meets Yzak with fervent enthusiasm, indulging in only the barest moment of hesitation before he's deepening the kiss and sliding his hands over his partner's body, to better pull him up into the contact. One hand under the butt, the other up between those two newly sprouted wings... He growls approvingly, and lifts the reluctant vampire easily so that their hips remain flush, even as his enthusiasm begins to transform him even more drastically into something bigger and more hulking... He hasn't grown a snout yet, at least. Good news for continued smooching.
Speaking of, is that the tang of his own blood he tastes on Yzak's fangs? Maybe he's just imagining it... Not like it really bothers him, if it is. Fuck...
After several long moments of ferocious kissing, Dearka manages to break apart again briefly, breathing heavily as he puts some distance between their lips long enough to duck and nuzzle his face against the side of Yzak's neck. He exhales his words, sounding like a drowning man who's finally been pulled aboard a rescue vessel.]
This... This is exactly what I need. You...
[Further words fail him, but. There is already a significant tent in his pants, which he's pressing Yzak's hips up against, that maybe gets the point across even better.]
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But the rest...
He easily meets the intensity of that power he feels when Dearka reaches his hands around him to pull him closer - and up against him, shifting to press himself eagerly into it and mold against his body even when he feels the not-so-subtle shifts of further transformation. He lets a sharp exhale out against his mouth, but it doesn't deter him from taking in as much of that kiss as he can and returning it with the same depth of longing. Even the way he can feel the fur on Dearka's face brushing against the skin on his cheeks and chin feels different in a way he can appreciate, because it's still Dearka just like the way he's being coveted and held and kissed is still so clearly him. And that is primarily what's helping him ease into this more; that desire for him already powerful on the norm but that much more supercharged now. Maybe it's a touch selfish, too, because he still greatly dislikes the thought of the urges in both of them getting too strong to control and part of Dearka's being so easily pulled into wanting to bang wants Yzak to keep him here with him, thank you. And that selfish part of him hopes that Dearka feels similarly about him sinking his own fangs into somebody else and putting his mouth all over them. (because just as Dearka can faintly taste his own blood still lingering on Yzak's tongue when he slides it into his mouth, how would that feel knowing it was someone else's?) Sure, at the end of the day they'd both be aware they couldn't control it if it happened, and they'd understand because their ties aren't so flimsy. But if they can avoid that and remain safe thanks to the help they offer one another...
Well, Yzak's 'help' wasn't so bad in the end. And this isn't so bad either, evidenced by the way his wings softly flap back and forth a couple of times with rising elation. How could he complain, hearing that deep, breathless voice admit just how much he needs him? That he could take that breath away so easily, especially when these changes are making him larger and more powerful than he usually is? It feeds a little into that ego of his, makes him feel powerful that he has such a draw. But more than that, Yzak yearns to be needed this much. And to be needed by someone he's come to feel he needs just as strongly, not just like this but as such a part of his life that he'd feel like he was missing a piece of himself if that ever changed ...
Even as he sinks into this himself and in turn allows Dearka to, he keeps a keen alert about him, because he does still have a promise to keep on the off-chance that something goes sideways. Yzak brings one arm up and around his neck to keep himself tight and close, to lace his fingers into his hair when Dearka buries his face into his neck. That means those excitedly perked ears of his are also going to get some attention. His nails curiously, lightly drag over the back of one of them, stroking it the same attentive way he would his partner's scalp. He tips his head to lean it against Dearka's, muttering. ]
Good. Because I don't want you going anywhere.
[ He doesn't bother to try to hide or shift that selfishly covetous tone in his words. And to emphasize that, the other hand that circles around his middle clutches at him tightly, nails digging through fur and into his skin. ]
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Like. Good in a way that's kind of almost counterintuitive to what he's trying to do here, tbh, because he almost just wants to stop what he's doing while he leans in harder for more ear scritchies. Yzak's domineering attitude and the sting of claws pricking into his midriff keep him focused enough to multitask at least, those covetous words stoking the fire in Dearka's core. A breath he didn't realize he was even holding gets let out as an excited whine, and his tail wags a little faster. The hand on Yzak's butt gives a greedy little squeeze.
With Yzak already up in his arms, Dearka's positioned to take this to pretty much anywhere they'd like... But he's desperate and horny, so he picks the wall, that being the most immediately available option, even if it's not necessarily the most practical one. He thumps Yzak up against it, pinning him, using the surface as extra support to free his one hand up so he can tug at the waistband of his pants (or his belt, if that's an extra barrier here). Because, yeah, he's rowdy and not really in the mood for a lot of foreplay. Yzak's neck is getting peppered with little kisses and nips in the meanwhile though, Dearka's fangs occasionally grazing lightly against his pale skin. Yzak's body temperature being slightly lower than normal doesn't seem to be at all a deterrent either, and if anything it feels like Dearka is running hotter than usual. A real fire and ice situation going on here.
Of course, if Yzak has a problem with the current positioning-- like if being pinned against the wall is uncomfortable on his new wings-- he'll have to speak up and give a little corrective feedback. Dearka's not really being as considerate as he would normally be.]
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Truth be told, he likes the rough handling and Dearka's impatience in shoving him up against the wall. Even though he's not as physically bulky, he's still strong and perfectly capable of being manhandled. Yzak's mood for anything can pivot from calmer to intense at the drop of a hat, and this is quickly becoming one of those times where the thought of Dearka fucking him against or over something as hard as he can is all that he wants, drowning out even the dull awareness he was feeling earlier of anything else happening outside of this room. It's a mix of the delight he gets out of driving his partner crazy, the pride he feels in himself and his own strength to know he can take and match anything he gets, and ... because he loves this guy and who wouldn't just love to be occasionally fucked silly by their boyfriend? So there's a satisfied little smile on his lips when he tips his chin up to give Dearka better access to his neck, the groan he lets out unmuffled and tinged with the tone of that satisfaction, shifting into a soft laugh as that breath leaves his body. ]
Can't even wait long enough for the couch, huh?
[ He teases as those fingers still thread through his hair and behind one of his ears, clearly pleased with the position they're in, even if the couch is a lot closer than the bedroom or even that table over there.
It's like another form of hunger is replacing the one he just had to sate by drinking his blood - and perhaps the fact that it was Dearka who sated it is part of why these feelings flare up as quickly as they do. It's his blood giving Yzak the energy he has now, his blood he wants when needs it again, the sense of it still nearly overwhelming him and drawing him in as much as he's drawn in by Dearka himself. Even if this is some trait of his new vampirism ... it's fine, he thinks, since it's who'd he choose for it anyway if it was and if he knew about it.
Of course, said boyfriend he's excited to be fucked silly by is well over half transformed into a werewolf. He feels those fangs drag over the skin of his neck, as sharp and dangerous as his own yet he feels no fear. Only the caution he promised and wanted in return. And the intensity of Dearka's erection pressing needily against him topped off with that clawed hand of his reaching to work at his pants sends a tingling shiver right down Yzak's spine, his own dick agonizingly tight beneath the fabric of his pants and undergarments. But suddenly thinking about dick so intently is exactly what begs the next question. ]
Hang on- just one second.
[ He gives a gentle tug to Dearka's hair so he can lift his head to meet his gaze. ]
Before you go ahead and do anything else, how much of you is changed here?
[ To emphasize the point, he shifts his hips just the slightest bit against his groin. ]
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The thing is, Yzak's question IS a valid one. It's also a question that Dearka was sort of low-key hoping to just coast past without examining, because he's actually pretty afraid to check? If he just, ignores it, and they keep going, surely it won't even matter what his dick looks like when it comes time to put it in. But if they check now... And it turns out to be really weird looking or something... They might have to stop and deal with that. And then depending on how bad it is and how put-off Yzak is, he worries he might not EVER get the release he seeks... Barring a miserable solo act.
He's been called out now though, so there's nothing else really for it. Dearka closes his eyes and swallows, choking down on a tiny whine that threatens to escape him at that tease of contact from Yzak.]
Hah... You know, I... Haven't actually had the chance to check yet.... [There, he admitted it. Sheepishly, his ears out flat, and a mildly guilty smirk on his face.] So? Should I take you to the couch after all then? So I can whip it out, and you can inspect?
[He's deliberately being kind of lewd and crude in a vain attempt to cover up how nervous he is. Which is, you know... A tactic Yzak is probably familiar seeing from him.]
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He does in fact note the way Dearka's ears shift despite his words trying to cover up the insecurity ... and it's endearing in its own way because he so seldom gets like this and it in turn triggers a want in Yzak to assure him that it's fine and he's fine and it's a stupid feeling to have around him because he's Dearka and it's not like Yzak's feelings are going to change here regardless of any weird shit or HOW weird things can get. Peak 'would you still love me if I was a worm' validation behavior. And on a more personal note, Yzak doesn't really want to move because he's gotten pretty excited about being banged against this wall - it's fitting for these new powerful swirls of this ... ferocity in both of them, however Yzak can simply get worked up into being a little freak sometimes, too.
But what comes out of Yzak's mouth is something quick, blurted. ]
I'd just like to have some idea of what's going inside me!
[ He yells that staring straight at Dearka, nose to nose, and then as if what he says really registers to him as something he just said outloud, well that ice and fire thing may temporarily not apply because of the way he feels his face burn. ]
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He snorts, and then breaks into a brief but hearty fit of laughter, forced to momentarily lower his head and rest it on Yzak's shoulder so he's not literally laughing right in the man's face. His hands shift, one clapping him lightly on the back of his head and threading through his silky silver hair as he half leans on him and half squeezes him in a wall-assisted embrace.]
Yeah... Yeah, of course you do. [His tone is still higher pitched with traces of laughter lingering, but he lifts his head again to grin lopsidedly at Yzak.] Haah. Can't exactly fault you for that. Alright...
[Dearka huffs with resolve and makes to investigate the situation personally. Downside to the wall: despite his enhanced strength, he still only has two hands??? He has to shift and renegotiate things a little bit to make sure he's got Yzak supported enough, while he fumbles with his pants with his other hand. His ears are still flattened slightly with nerves as he does, and he runs into some difficulty trying to negotiate the layers of garments down past his eager erection.]
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Yzak feels his shoulders untense, and he lets out a soft laugh in turn, because how could he not at the absurdity of what just came out of his mouth? And when Dearka lifts his head to look at him again, his lips are upturned into a small smile, cheeks still red and warm from the awkwardness and the excitement, maybe now a touch from the endearment, too, that Dearka's laugh can invoke. ]
Here...
[ Reluctant as he it to detach himself from his partner, it does mean that he'll get to be pushed up against that wall again once they've situated. Yzak's hand slips down from Dearka's hair to around his neck so he can drop himself down enough and give the other man the space he needs - his shirt hitching up and the fur on Dearka's body tickling at his chest and stomach when he does so. He doesn't do that just for the dick check, either. But so he he can properly rid himself of his constraints entirely to make this easier - and Yzak is still Yzak, vampire or not, so there's nothing particularly sexy about the way he does it. At least he hasn't ripped through most of his clothes like his lover has.
Truth be told, he is curious about the dick sitch, as is his right, all things considered and as he just loudly proclaimed. While he makes work of getting his pants off all the way - agonizing on its own because even brushing the back of his hand over his own cock in the process sends a sharp wave of exhilaration right up through his body, eager for release of its own. Yzak lets out a deep breath, barely containing the way his body trembles with that need, and he tries to at least be a little discreet in the way his eyes flick down to Dearka's hands as they get his own pants off. He has some tact. (but he is still Looking Directly At It) ]
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His hand still hesitates on his waistband for a moment, as he's unable to shake this particularly odd sense of foreboding he has. Now that he really thinks about it... Something DOES feel rather different down there, and he's more nervous than he'd care to admit about getting visual confirmation on that fact.
He slowly pulls the waistband out as far as he can, so he can get little a peek at it first before exposing himself enough for Yzak to see. And right away, what he sees visibly startles him, enough that he actually grunts in alarm. He's actually horrified, just for a split second, that he'd somehow injured himself down there without noticing.... But such is a justified reaction when you're first discovering that your dick has gone full on red rocket, doggy style.
Dearka yanks his pants down further to hastily get a better look at it, and at this point Yzak will be able to see it too and learn that this is DEFINITELY not a normal human cock anymore. This is a were-dick, a lycan-cock... One that looks like it's fucking mcdonald's branded or something, because Dearka's normal bush has been replaced with a lot of wispy yellow-blonde fur, which extends to the sheathe that would be normally housing his junk when it's not in use.
Actually, it uh... It retracts now. A good bit. Because he's so startled by this discovery, it temporarily kills his boner. He's still staring at it, slack-jawed and in stunned silence, ears drooped and one eye twitching.]
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There's a lot of things that go through Yzak's mind in that moment when he, too, gets a good look at this thing before it goes into hiding. Next to his own dick, it's for sure bigger considering how Dearka himself has transformed ... and it's about to go in him? Can he handle something like that?
Of course he can, that stubbornly determined part of him immediately yells, he's Yzak Jule, he can take anything!
With that quick wave of determination comes another tingle of excitement, because being fucked against a wall by your hulking horny boyfriend with that? Weird as it still is, with his fur and his limbs and his face and even the dick, it's still something that burns inside of him as strongly as he can still taste his blood on his tongue. Not to mention, can Yzak really pass judgment on a red dick when arguably, his face is redder right now? Probably not, yet his expressions mirror Dearka's. There's definitely the shock of that not being the penis he's used to seeing (touching, riding, sucking), not a repulsion (cause he was getting into this!) but a curious hesitance. The sort Yzak has with any new thing he's ready to face and push through cause he ain't no coward.
He opens his mouth to say something, but that's when the thing unexpectedly retracts, so all that comes out is a surprised, garbled aaah?!
Wide-eyed, he looks from where the disappearing dick was back up to Dearka. ]
How did you do that?!
[ Not a sexy question at all, but it's all he's got. ]
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I didn't-- I mean, not on purpose, it just happened on it's own--!
[He buries his face in one (large) (clawed) (hairy) hand, shaking his head for a moment.]
Fuck... I guess I gotta coax it back out? What the fuck...
[He's muttering grumpily, but his overall horniness still hasn't abated; severe shock may have sent this were-cock into hiding, but it's not going to be enough to keep it down for good. The transformation's influence is far too strong.
He grips himself at the base and starts experimentally jerking it a little.]
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Yzak isn't surprised when Dearka reaches down to grab himself. But he did, for a moment, wonder if that was going to be that. He wouldn't have complained if it was, since it would have meant moving on to whatever next steps they'd have to take. (still ever focused on the path ahead, on solutions, on information gathering) Yeah he would have been left high and dry himself, but unsurprisingly Yzak is able to disengage from arousal and the desire to fuck if he has to, just as easily as anything else. In comparison to so many other things, it isn't as important ... fantastic as it feels to get lost in.
He doesn't know what to do for a moment when his attention is drawn back to Dearka's hand. He averts his gaze, politely, unsure if it would be too weird to just watch that. Like, does he just stand there while Dearka strokes himself back to full arousal? It would be rude to stare, wouldn't it?
...
But curiosity as strong what Dearka feels as he tentatively handles himself hums inside of Yzak. And he's not the sort of person who can idle without going crazy. So his eyes briefly flick up to his partner's, suggestive, from beneath his bangs. ]
Let me help.
[ His tone is as asking as it is declarative, his way of letting it be known that he'd like to investigate a little closer, too. He tips his head down so those bangs obscure his sheepish face. One hand slides to rest on Dearka's hip, fingers combing through warm fur, squeezing gently, assuring. The other reaches down to slide it half over Dearka's around his dick, fingertips brushing against red flesh with a level of fascination. ]
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He slides his hand back from his shaft, more curious to see how Yzak is going to handle this. It's a good moment to reflect on how lucky he is, to have a partner who is willing to look past the drastic physical changes he's undergone and fuck him anyway. Because seriously... His poor dong... What the hell...
Focus. He's a sucker for the times when Yzak tries to hide his face under his bangs like that. It's endlessly endearing how sheepish he gets, but it's kind of extra funny here? Like, remind him which of the two of them is the one with the fucked up looking dick...? That's just typical Yzak, though. Big bad military commander who gets easily flustered in matters of the bedroom. Dearka's tail wags slowly as he feels his partner's fingers brushing through his fur, setting little whorls of relaxation adrift under his skin.
He lets out a tiny groan when Yzak touches him, and his body does indeed react to the touch, more of that bright red length emerging.]
...'Least it still reacts right to the same things. Fucking shit...
[Small mercies.]